Lent 2024 – Week 2: Is Healing Necessary?
Mediations 1-6, “And the Night is Long” by Dr Catherine Meeks
As any medical patient can tell you, there are very few shortcuts to healing. We have anesthesia and pain killers but at some point the drugs wear off. It is at this point we learn healing hurts. I once had surgery that could only last a specified time with me being under anesthesia. After the surgery I could not have any pain medication. For reasons too long to explain now, the normal protocols for keeping me sedated while my body healed could not be followed. I quickly learned that healing hurts.
In her first meditation, Dr Meeks writes: “The ego is the one entity that has a contrary voice. It wants to maintain whatever image it has formed about the nature of reality and who we are in the world, but that image is the very thing that must be explored.”
In Meditation 2, there is the story of a black man walking into a locker room at a health club. He speaks to the two men present and changing their clothes. Neither man returns his greeting. Because they are both white, the black man assumes that have not responded because of his color. Later a friend explained to him that both men are deaf. They did not respond because they could not hear.
Years ago, a doctor, remarking on the refusal of a patient to appreciate his own health and its seriousness, exclaimed: “Denial is not just a river in Egypt!” His play on words – denial and de[the] Nile – is fact. Denial and its twin action of scapegoating is not new to the human condition. It is one of the first stories in the Bible. Adam made a choice to take a bite from an apple, yet millennia of religious pundits put the blame on his companion Eve. The result has been to subjugate women as a way of protecting the world.
Meditation 2 speaks a very vital truth: “The energy to find a new way to act and heal must be grounded in intention.” In order to heal, one must approach with intent. Otherwise, we are adrift on a raft going nowhere on the river Denial.
Meditation 3 is entitled “We Wear Masks’. I am reminded of the childhood rhyme: “Rich man, poor man, beggar man, thief; doctor, lawyer, Indian chief.” This first appeared in “Games and Songs of American Children” by William Wells Newell in 1883. Which are you?
The word “persona” is discussed in this meditation and the title is a good indication of the definition assigned to it. We spend much of our lives asking and attempting to answer some very basic questions. Who am I? What is my place in this world? The answers to these are reflected in our own personality but are they part of our persona? The Latin word “persona” referred to an actor’s role or mask, masks being the original costume of the early theatre. Today’s playbills list these as a “cast of characters”. Our English word “person” is derived from the Latin “persona” and originally was defined both as “an individual human being” and “a character or part in a play.”
As language as evolved, the word “persona” now means the face you present to the world. In its evolution, the word “person” actually came to the English language from the French dialect. Carl Jung is given credit for using “persona” and defining it as “actor’s mask” but he failed to mention it was the dramatic definition used only in relation to the theatre. The French “personage” from which the English “persona” is derived refers to the “state of being human”. In the early 1900’s Carl Jung spoke of the outward attitude or projected character of a person. This is very different from the original which simply meant “an individual human being”.
Mediations 4 and 5 refer to fear and rage, Dr Meeks makes an extremely vital statement that I wish was on billboards and city murals worldwide: “Fear is a weight that we can ill afford to bear.”
Meditation 6 asks: “Can I get a witness?” I think she answers the need for this in Meditation 4 when she writes: “All thoughtful and caring humans are called to do everything possible to assist in healing the planet… every act, no matter how small, affects us all.” If you want to live in a better world, a world with less violence, then you must be the witness.
In the year 2024, we are living in a society that is motivated by false personas and fueled by anger and the resulting rage because we cannot achieve those false personas. I never planned to be a parent because children are loud and icky messy. I was very comfortable in this until one day an acquaintance pointed out I “parented” my friends with unselfish compassion and concern. Once a parent, I realized it wasn’t the loudness of children I found objectionable but the loudness of temper tantrums. Anger and rage are negative energy so I taught my children to release that negative energy by exercising instead of throwing a tantrum. To be sure, I got some odd looks in the toy aisle when my children would start doing jumping jacks after I told them they could not buy every toy they saw, but no one’s ears burned from the overly loud crying of a temper tantrum. “All thoughtful and caring humans are called to do everything possible to assist in healing the planet… every act, no matter how small, affects us all.”
Shakespeare wrote in his play “As You Like It”: “All the world’s a stage and all the men and women merely players.” Will your life and world be a story of love, a comedy or a tragedy? The choice is ours … to heal or live in denial.